Welcome to the best song on this album. I have a soft spot for cinema. I made this song to get all the feels out. So many things were happening in my life, I'm not so sure I know what it's about. A combination of being afraid to go off to college, misanthropy, just general anxiety about existing. Life has arrived. My parents used to tell me stories about when they were young, and in college. Now I'm here, in the next few years the golden years will hit, and then it's downhill from there.
lyrics
Pardon the blood, in my spit I was; eating poison oreos, hoping they would kill me.
pardon the blood, in my kiss I was chewing on safety pins
Sometimes it's hard to separate what is not and what is real.
I find it hard to remind myself, we're not always shitty people.
Clench my teeth, my mouth, throne room of my tongue
If my life was film, would anybody watch?
I hope I'm the last guy that you kiss, I swear there's no one better than this, this might be the one.
And I pray it's not too early, and I pray we're not too young. (And we're not too young)
I have a huge appreciation for texture, and sonic texture. This record's lo-fi is something so well felt, it's brilliant. I can't get over the one chord structured song, "How I spent my Summer." Heccra