Patience is a virtue which I have found myself to be decent at. If you have ever read any other of these track's descriptions, you should be familiar with my feelings of loneliness and anger. But I never make impulsive actions because of it, and I always forgive people even if it takes years to get there. I suppose that is patience. I remember writing this song after I visited Chicago with my girlfriend at the time. We got in a huge fight because for some reason or another we could just not see eye to eye on the future; and she was taking me for granted and not treating me well. But I was patient with her, and in the end of the day I believe I was happy.
lyrics
Goodbye, pretending, make beleive; You've beaten the shit out of me. Goodbye, It's so hard to walk though the city.
Knowing; there's one girlfriend. I've loved. And always will, one love, forever. What good does it do, to scream at you? You're dead, oh you're dead.
Goodbye, make believe, pretending; You've beaten the shit out of me. Goodbye. It's still hard to walk though the city.
I have a huge appreciation for texture, and sonic texture. This record's lo-fi is something so well felt, it's brilliant. I can't get over the one chord structured song, "How I spent my Summer." Heccra