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I Wanna Go on a Ski Trip with The Beach Boys

from Heccra​-​Kazooie by Heccra

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Remember those feelings that made White Eagle Happen? Yeah, they're here again, but they came out differently this time. This still bugs me, I get consumed by anger. Anger and a deep yearning to just fuck off the face of the Earth. Years and years of 4chan have left my social understanding irreparably damaged and sometimes I make social mistakes that I don't even understand, and rejection occurs. I stay angry at simple things like that for days. I sit in my room and stare at the clock, or the walls, and I just hate. I go to class pissed off, I walk around normally and whatnot but just full of explosive anger on the inside.

I'm too young to be this angry and lonely all the time.

So what do I do to cope with it? I somehow illogically insinuated that pain is geographical and I could easily just fly to Hawaii or some other cliche paradise scapegoat and then these issues would disappear. I find myself generally much happier in summer than in winter, which is the significance of the big dipper, which is only in the sky in my hemisphere in the summer. Right now Orion is floating around.

I had this dream once that took on the kind of vision of old 70's home footage or cinematic footage. I was on some kind of Alpine retreat type deal with good friends I'd never met before, and plentiful amounts of hot 70's chicks. I got some serious snizz in that dream. But more importantly, it left me at age 15 with this presumption that sometime in my life, I was going to go on a ski trip with some summery close friends and get totally laid. How I wish for such things to occur.

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What do you know about staring at the wall, watching the clock tick?
and what do you know, about climbing up the walls, feeling your blood dry in your veins?

I'm fucking sick of being in this town, but I've got friends
and If I left, you'd never find me again

The big dipper, is right where we left it.
Thank god it's right where we left it.

To Hawaii, just to skate.

I'm fucking sick of being in this town, but I've got friends
and If I left, you'd never find me again

I Want to Go on a Ski Trip with The Beach Boys

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from Heccra​-​Kazooie, released January 2, 2013

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